"We haven't talked in awhile, and now I hear you're talking to someone else," Orion said. "I just started a conversation with my five year old self," I admitted. "And...?" Orion said snootily. "It's not about you, Big O. I was just empathizing with my young self's pain of being stifled so young and thanking him for keeping the spirit alive so I could realize it in my life now. It's like giving myself permission to be authentic. I feel so young again."